Tales of Amulets and Drama
‘Choose one, a magnet or an amulet to ward of evil,’ my editor came up to me with a bag of trinkets from Hawaii. I smiled at our senior writer, ‘Huh, see amulet it is! How perfect.’ We were laughing cuz we had that conversation about amulets and here’s my boss handing me one. It’s a blue glass stone with circular designs on the center. I keep staring at it hoping that it works. I felt a little scared, as if mocked by the glass.
Well I’m keeping it for now, may be evil will stop coming my way, hahaha.
I can’t wait to end this week already. I have so many plans and piled up things to organize. I just reordered canvasses, god I’m so anxious again. I like this feeling of excitement to finish something. By the end of the month I’m going to be swamped with work from my clients and the magazine I work for. Bring it on. I haven’t been complaining that much about work lately. Not that I want complaints about work, I just like the feeling of finishing something that has worth and complaining about it just for the heck of whining. Hahaha, at least my drama will just be, ‘oh yeah, so busy I don’t have time to relax,’ blah blah blah. Such silly blabberies…
Last year I complain too much about not being able to sleep cuz im always swamped with work, recently I’ve been complaining of lack of sleep just cuz I can’t fuckin sleep. It’s better to be restless cuz your busy than be restless cuz you’re thinking… I choose the first one, at least busy means money, and god I want loads of it. my friend said before, ‘You know, money can’t buy happiness, but damn it makes it easier to find happiness when you have a lot of money to spend searching for it.’ I was just laughing at her. May be it works like this, ‘Oh I’m so sad, I will go to the mall to shop,’ then you get home smiling from all the goodies you bought, or ‘Oh I’m so depressed, I’m leaving town so I could take myself off of it,’ then you come back with tons of stories and frenzy one night stand with hotties (the last part was just a funny thought). But then these are temporary, well who cares at least short term happiness doesn’t hurt when it leaves you.
I’m gathering my friends to get back in shape again. They couldn’t stand me last year as I blab endlessly about abs, my daily routine and yoga. I want to bring it all back again and pull some muscles tight cuz im getting bloated already from chomping on unwanted carbo. Anyway, blah blah blah, I just have too much blah…
On a different chapter, I’m following a secret smile, i picked up my pencil again so i won’t forget, yes little water bearer, the water will follow where you are…
