6 pack junkie
I’m so addicted going to the gym now…I never thought I’d prefer to go to my hatha yoga class than watch a fashion show or go drink the night away, I just couldn’t get my self to miss a day not working out those love handles I’ve been trying to get rid since I fell in love with rice again…RICE I tell you, is the enemy! They nourish you yet they give you those extra flab’s…I love to cook rice concoctions so much that its so hard to stir away from them… hmmm fried rice, sometimes I just dunk mouthful servings of it or worse put the rice cooker beside me when I eat so I keep getting more, eating like there’s no tomorrow then feel guilty after, it’s disgusting…I’ve been avoiding them now though since I started working out and my I love the results…I lost most of the excess love handles (which no one needs anyway, especially if your not getting any love at all! hahaha), and my tummy area is getting harder, I hope I’m ready for summer clothing again ☺ … I still can’t seem to fit my self on those one-piece white bikinis with cuts on sides that’ll make you want to work out 24 hours a day!
Anyway, I’m so irritated I missed my classes for a few days cuz I had to work so I flip my mat at home and started working on those sculpt Pilates poses, it’s so different doing it alone, it’s better having an instructor screaming at you to ‘activate those 6-pack’, you’ll feel more motivated and the sight of sweaty muscles in tights makes me just want to push myself…I walk painfully with swollen muscles everyday but what the hell It’ll be worth it anyway, the more painful the more results I guess, hahaha…
Funny, I turned my body upside down, abused it, now trying to revive it again, it’s never too late I guess…I love the fact that I quit smoking, feels like I can breathe more and I don’t get tired so easily, it’s just hard to avoid it when every one puffs it out on your face when you’re out at night…one of the reason I stopped going out for a while…they say there’s a difference between being dry and being sober…being dry is having the same lifestyle and just avoiding the bad vices that comes with it, but being sober is totally changing the environment you hangout out at and the people you hang out with. I want to choose being dry and disciplined, sometimes I feel so domesticated with my new habits-gym, work, and evenings at home to my new baby-my gender confused laptop ☺, but as long as its beneficial and I get things done I guess its ok…o well I’ll go back to my mat now, still have to work on my superman and swan dives hahaha…
