A Bad Habit
…I’m getting so drunk all the time now…I’m such a bad drunk…having too much uncontrolled fun and forgetting things the day when hangover kicks in with a sharp headache…my pictures speaks for itself…always holding a glass of red wine…that’s the only thing I drink now…after I was rushed to the hospital how many years back from drinking a bottle and a half of hard tequila…ugh…just the thought of it turns my stomach upside down… 
These past weeks I spilled red wine all over my self for consecutive days of mingling and partying with old and new friends…good thing the wine doesn’t stain so hard on my clothes…or maybe it was just cheap wine I keep drinking…hahaha… as long as it doesn’t stain it’s good enough to drink…:) …drinking wine helps me sleep so I drink it whenever I get the chance…often times I just have too much…the other day my friend brought me home …ahem…puking everywhere…so embarrassing…good thing not so many people saw me, just my housemates and the guard who dragged me to the gate… I still have a bottle inside my ref now, got it that night…I’m still too embarrassed to even peek on the bottle…last week I went with 12 other media people to witness the grand opening of HK Disney…I was having too much fun that on our departure I drunk wine while boarding and on board the plane…stupid me…had too much to drink again I almost left my passport and I couldn’t identify my luggage…thank goodness to the GMA crew they took me home that night…they’re “Kapuso” after-all 
There was a time I was so wasted, I was in Embassy, we were about to leave the place when I came tumbling down the steep staircase! I was in super short skirt and black stiletto! The bouncers went all over me ushering me all the way out! Eeek! One time our magazine staff went to Puerto with other media people and I had the guts to actually join the drinking contest, there were I think a half dozen different drinks from tequila to vodka, I didn’t even reach the 5th offering, after a few hours I was dead drunk, still functioning but I couldn’t remember a thing. The last thing I remember was the humming of …pah pah pap from “ Madonna’s Crazy for You” which Celine Lopez was singing, then poof! I’m out! The next thing I knew I woke up alone in the videoke bar…I was so mad at my friends that I ended up cursing and crying…from then on the people I was with would always refer to me as the girl left by the videoke bar…what an image…
For my friends and my officemates, I’m such a drunken urban legend already, even our Bora trips has a lot of wasted nights…of binges and some some…:)
…Well, I have too many drunken stories that if I end up blabbing about it, it can reach gazillions of characters and people will just get bored or I might have to duck under my pillow and cringe from all the embarrassment…I’m writing about it now so I’ll remember to behave…I guess I have to behave…people doesn’t always have the patience of a saint to wheel around drunk girls like me…it’s annoying…it’s ugly! And it’s actually dangerous parading around drunk…especially when you’re with strangers…they always take advantage of drunk girls…I’m being careful now…don’t wanna live up to the old Madonna song …”bad girl drunk by 6 “-mantra…have to start acting like a civilized drinker if there is such a thing…don’t wanna end up like my drunk dad…so sick…so sad and clinically depressed all the time…it’s scary to end up like your old folks…history repeats itself they say…I don’t want that to happen to me…
